This is where I am right now. I'm going to be okay just going through a rough patch of extreme anxiety. I can't seem to get myself together or push myself to do much during the day. I do go to my physical therapy once a week and doctor's appointments, along with bowling on Wednesday's and I do grocery shopping after bowling.
Obviously going to see Adam, Gabby and James means the world to me and I am very happy when I am at their house. We picked up James at his daycare on Friday and then we spent the evening with them and ordered dinner to be delivered. It was perfect.
Something cute that James said to Mark on Friday. He said "Papa, you should come over every Friday night to play with me.
When James comes home he likes to take a break on mama's side of the bed and watch a few things before he eats dinner. I have to say that he learns so many things from what they allow him to watch. He amazes me all the time, along with his parents.
A few other things are going on which are giving me the anxiety but they are not bad things. I just can't wrap my mind around making decisions on them so it's driving me crazy right now. However, I am okay and feeling well.
The reason I am sharing this with you is because I am struggling to read posts. I'm trying but if you don't hear from me you will know why. I know that you all care but you don't need to comment. I will be okay. I would turn comments off on this post but I'm not a fan of that.
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Love to see your pictures of James. He is such a cutie, and I know he brings you all so much joy. It's wonderful you are so close and that you can enjoy his growing up days. We all go through rough patches now and then, and sometimes we just have to turn off the computer/tv/phone and get away from the bombardment of what's out there and stay focused on what is really important, like our family, home, and our relationship with God. That is where we find true peace. Do what you need to do...we understand. It is good to hear from you and to know how you are doing. Take care my friend. God is with you.
Love that photo of James. He is just the cutest! Saying a prayer for you.
James is a cutie.
Sorry about the anxiety. I kinda slid into that today too after spending $120 on gas and groceries (only 3 small bags too). Geez. We can't take much more of this Admin. js
Hope you're feeling improved soon. Prayers for all of us.
Blessings. 💙
Well, Hugs and more hugs.
Thank you for your transparency and sharing your struggles with us.
Sometimes that in its self is good therapy.
Keep on keeping on!!!
Sue
Well, Blogger just ate my previous two comments so I'll keep this short and sweet.
Lifting prayers for your anxiety. God's got this!
James is adorable, and you are so lucky to be near enough to him for regular visits.
As for blogging or comments; take as much time as you need to feel like participating or not.
You do what is best for you!
Thank you for writing and letting us know. Love and best wishes. Thank goodness for sweet James. ❤️
I doubt anyone could be unhappy around James, he is a sheer bundle of joy just seeing him in pictures. Kids are so much smarter than they were many years ago. Prayers and hugs for the anxiety, and you are right, we all care.
James is still at that adorable stage, with such a sweet smile that brightens up a room and hearts.
Thanks, Debby, for your honesty and fearlessness in telling us how you are feeling. That takes courage! And don't turn off the comments as we all want to tell you how much you are loved!
Give James a hug from all of us the next time you see him!
James is such a cutie. I'm glad you have him in your life.
I can relate to the anxiety. Sometimes I get so overwhelmed by all the things I need to do that I shut down a bit. Instead of making decisions or taking action I sit in front of my computer or vegetate on the couch. We're all here for you so take your time and take care of yourself. When you're ready don't even worry about trying to catch up. Just take whatever the latest post is on a blog and forget the rest. Trying to get to them all just creates more anxiety.
Oh my goodness James is so cute and so sweet - he has to cheer you up.
I am sorry you are feeling this way - I too can relate to anxiety. |
I am glad you can be honest here with your friends - and don't worry we are your friends and can understand.
Prayers.
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